I'm f'in tired, and don't have much stamina.
I had a shite, cranky evening, but I feel better for having spent time with the Estelle, who generally manages to make me feel slightly human again -- although I've never been completely human.... I just wanted to thank her publically. She's a rare breed, that one. God may have made her from all the leftover parts, but they're the ones that were too good for the other animals. Take that, marsupials!
Parting thought for the evening: Tell someone you love that you love them. Tell them you miss them when they're not around. Remind them how important they are to you. If they're good enough to love, they're good enough to know that. Scratch that. You're lucky to have someone to love, and you'd better be grateful!!